i was in the same situation you are from your last text post. but he stopped talking to me in august, & i've had to cut him out of my life. but its hard because everything still reminds me of him. i can still hear his voice in my head, see his face in a crowd. it helps that i haven't seen him since september, but he was my rock. & i miss him and just want him back. but there's nothing i can do about it ):
omg :( it hurts doesn’t it. I can relate to everything you just said. him and i were just friends, I loved him. he moved away. we still talked, one day in november things were normal, then the next he ignored me. and shut me out and we never talked again. i miss him to death, i want to be friends again. he was my rock too. i fell apart without him.